No recollection

it's not blackmail
when you don't give me what i want and i find something else
it's called adjusting and
when it's not there it's not missing i've just
misplaced it
maybe i've replaced it
i'm not silent and i'm not sad i'm
thinking
re-
calculating, adapting
oh why isn't it called morphing, why is it
always growing
i don't believe in lots of things, not many
not in getting it right the first time around yet
looking for the answer behind the first door if only
to see what all the world has to offer, i have
nothing but all these keys and what to do with them
Endless possibilities...
looking for the perfect lock to crack, code to break
how are you encrypted